This time, I am recruited by SGFX. I would not say what it stands for unless u ask me. My first exploration will be tomorrow. I was actually on second command for investigation soon after i met up with the "freaks". I did some map research around the area i am going yesterday, and actually found that Singapore is a big garden. I did not think so until now. I thought it is just trees but i think many places are only linked by main roads, not so many ways into or out of certain places, which make it interesting. So, there are actually "cities" in Singapore. So i am getting out of my region. Another thing i would like to say is my new and loving friend Angela. She contacted me from my contacts from some chinese forum. She is from the same city, same birthday, just a year older. Although she is in Jordan now, but i am investing in this "bank". Ben said why not invest in local "banks", well simply i am not welcomed in local "banks". "They don't want my money boy". I know i certainly like her, and yes, alot. The hope to see her is something cannot be forseen. I know this is crazy, this has no logic but, i just want to "lock" her up first, i might have a chance in the future. She is moving back in 2 years time, by then i will be in the army, and she will continue her studies while after my army, my university time comes. We always had great chats online, and also on the phones. I hope this really continues and soon even better things will happen. There is a connection.......though it is thin and very isolated. I will hold on to it, this is my hope, my dream, my goal. My dream was....actually to have a dream.....my goal was to have a true goal. This can be one. This is the one. I am the most rational artist, i know i am doing something irrational but this can be the motor to power myself to work towards something in my life, just like I said.......a person should do whatever possible to fulfill his or her dream until destiny reveals itself. That is my philosophy