It is 2:14am now as i type this line, 1 hour and 3 mins to my actual birth time on 23rd, my birth date. What does it mean by being 18. More laws to handcuff you of course. I am sure that i enjoy being 17 instead. I am not a law breaker unless the law is not what it suppose to be. Okay, frankly, being 16 is a what the hell to me already, i did not expect me to be that old yet, now 18? This is crazy , i thought i am 8. If i were 8, then the adults must be really scared. I am refering to my mind. Well, besides talking about being 18, what else can i say now.......wait for the actual time? Well, so far, i believe i am still what i am at 5. The good natured boy of justice is still here, I am the one who has not yet change, most have, or should i say almost all have. Sometimes maybe u would wonder how long is a decade, well, i see thats quite long, but not that long exactly, so i know i am talking rubbish here. I am as well as saying nothing. As i said, time stops when u do nothing, time moves on when u start doing something, well now i add on and say time moves double time when u start doing something with joy, maybe with someone. Because alone in the dark will make time feel like a long long way.....it is like taking forever....although it never lasted that long. It is in the mind.....again i said....it is in the mind......Your mind is powerful, beware. What is the most tragedic thing to be happening? Oh , well, for now i will say, i am 18 by life age, 16 by look, and who knows what age i am in my mind. Well, the maturity might not be 30 or what.....but i am sure i knew somethings my age dont, well, i should not use age to classify people, because i find that some young people too have great mind and knowledge, its about the person him or herself , not the age.......like some guy can be 30 plus but he is not as matured as me, not knowing as much as me, well i would not disclose who that is, just an example. While some men are great people of their time or at least, an acceptable 30 yr old human to this current society. So, i guess i should not use age as the factor in the classification, i should make a standard instead. The amount of things should be shown at certain age. So, again, that is very subjective. But according to confusius, there is a chart.......it is in his book, there are chapters which talk about when are u be able to be living with no doubt.........when are u actually suppose to be supporting yourself. So, there is a classification, by Confusius. Mine might be similar of course. But since it is a different world now, my version would confirm be different from his. Well, most importantly, i am a different person, different as in............u find sheeps on the streets, copies of others, i am just standing by myself........That is my philosophy