Have you ever heard of...the story of Anakin Skywalker?.....from Star Wars of course. In fact....little ziwei wants to be strong......but he could not. He has his limitations, in fact very limited in certain ways..........Is it worth it? to forfeit years or decades, for something that again, might not be what he wants............Little ziwei is weak, he can never be strong in certain ways......He is condemned......Even he talked about the great wall that everyone should be building.....all great walls will fall.....eventually....and till the day that it could not be rebuild again, it will be left that way......never rise again.....fallen......Maybe it could be better for little ziwei to lead a happier life as an ordinary arts-related worker, museum career perhaps.....but will that come to the same question.......are you really that talented? and you are unproven? Isn't it? You always talked about the talents you have......Indeed, an easier life and more ordinary one could give you more stable days............but again, you know it......every eyes from them, every breath they took........you smell it in the air, you feel it......you can see it.........they dispise you......they could not wait to get rid of you.......Yes....And you became angry....Little ziwei is very angry....indeed.....but due to the born limitations, there is only one way out....One way out. Achieve it, and you will be fearless...you can crush them under your feet........conquer, overwhelm, they will not able to look at you with their eyes anyone, because none will be able to see...........Little ziwei is angry, and the only way .....is the same answer again......that way.....through years ......it will be fulfilled. But all .....will be for one single causely, to ease a frightened heart.........a heart of an weakling once. Deep inside, a young boy.... will turn into......the black knight....the dark prince......The eyes which once contain the world......shall filled with burning flames from hatred and anger, poisoned by his fear. Then, it will not be the world you will see from his eyes.....it will be hatred for the world instead... The One hero is always a thought away from being the the One villan. All you need to take......is a bit of impulse, and it will be done...........maybe a bit more determination, it will do. The world might not really burn .......but the villan would definitely be fighting against his own heart, and the things he once loved........It has always been a heart battle and it is a hard battle. One could answer or dispose his destiny.............but once he believes that the experience now is a pathway to his future, and he is different from the rest since he will become what others could never become............if he starts believing in it............, he might have no way back............it is a long way there.........but there will be no way back............He will find his destiny, he will be his destiny. That is my philosophy