Wednesday, February 17, 2010

It will be months or years before I could return on a flight to see this cat, not really my friend, it is not familiar with me, bloody turkish cat, white with 2 black spots on its head....Well, talking about my final presentation, I did it. It was a pass that I saw on the result email that night. Basically it is done. Now left the graduation show for 2010, and our preparation of course, quite troublesome i felt, i guess i got some tasks to do for my portfolio. But again, My life in this Polytechnic is almost done, yes indeed, I got to solve my problems on repeating that 3d modelling module which would take another 4 months more, well, school fee is the issue here. Not going to pay thousands for a module which I never get informed for my absence. Well, the first part is my responsibility but by right, the part timer should be the second part.......Besides that, I got to be a runner for my mom's tax paying thing, really....damned......I mean, it is something for you to be worried of.......and I never like that, I know there would be more, but I hate problems that deal with tax......and waiting....while rushing for time. The school's side is more under control, at least would not get anyone into jail. The final moments of my final project came so fast and so.....done. Sometimes you are waiting for the end to happen so that your long waited happiness might come, even when it is temporary.......but it fly by, your face went blank, just like a plane across your face, you never saw it coming, then you got ready as the shadow came pressing towards you, and again, in a split moment, face to face, next slide, next scene, it is gone...........leaving you staring and moving on. The lunar new year holidays were filled with tons of food.....and plenty of rests at home........Same for me, beside the protein and calcium.....I found more R&Bs, old.....smoothies.....and new cheesy cakes.......Well, similarly from my counsilor, she asked, "What 's next?". It would be easier to solve your current issues, but you comes to the "what's next" question, you stumbled, and you waited, for you own mind to find a reply or answer, most of the time, you could not, all would be predictions and they would not be proven till that plane came flying down again. When it comes, you would not need to wait, when it came, it will be over..........Just like those lines...."It's all over". I am not the keeper of time........I am just a watchman..........."What's next?" That is my philosophy

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