Today, indeed.......It is my birthday, birth time in 2 hours' time. Anyway, i am getting myself to sleep soon, i do not want to wake up regretting about sleeping late....so thats all folks. Well, this morning i played ball in Yishun, got myself taned.......actually more like the face is a little burnt....red....well, thats not important.......I helped a suzhou friend on her Management work, looks like i am pretty......not that bad......But i am rather nervous about the end result actually. Another monday starting tomorrow, not any different from previous weeks in this school....just without internet in school, all rights to access the web, this and that have been suspended, yes nice word to use, like some british officer.....SUSpended.......but actually, i do not have my own computer in school, so.....it does not matter to me.........i should enjoy the free time while it last.....in the studio.......more work will be coming as soon as this week ends......I received a couple of wishes on facebook from a couple of acquaintances...friends maybe, co-workers......around 5 in all......not that bad, i still people coming to me at least. Not as bad as I expect.....well........Although it is officially tomorrow but i think today is it, the real birthday, at this hour.....so i got to have a nice sleep to celebrate my 19th year on this planet. Life is being a little peaceful these few weeks, i wonder if it is a sign of some future disaster......yes i lost my phone a week ago, that is very frustrating....i would say stolen....yes. I lost my trust somehow....for Singapore after this.....It is not the clean Singapore i remembered years ago. Come on, Singapore is really clean comparing to the rest of the world.......so just feel good about it. Something reminded me of something......the dark reminded me of the death i once fear....always fear......and i cant wait for tomorrow,....because if tomorrow do not come, it will be the end for tonight. From time to time, i guess i am hiding my emotions about certain fear.....certain thoughts....certain expressions......Once i express them out, i am pretty impressed.......by how well i gush them out within..... a couple of minutes......of my time.......It is dark under the light. I am under the light. That is my philosophy