I was sick this thursday after mrs choi had spoken to us, very pressurising....i do not want to say much on that. This morning, i went for BB, we had our first aid lesson, and we learn the "US style of F5ing the casualties". I am only 45kg, how could i carry others?....not even marleen i guess(here i plead for your forgiveness of using you as the example).....but nevermind, why not i just say i do not think that i can carry a sack of potatoes weighing 35+kg on my shoulder......but...i think carrying marleen should feel more comfortable than those hard and soily(no such word) potatoes....mmm....erggg stop the crap now. OK. after the first aid, we had drill! ...It has been a long time since my last drill session(i did not go for BB for 3 weeks after CNY). OK. so after i return home, i found the basketball court empty again. So, i went for a practice after my lunch. Finally, i have learnt how to lay-up!(before that, i knew how to shoot only). Under the hot sun in the court beside Bishan Community Club.......the sun is killing me....Well, another achievement was that i found that my lousy 3 pointer skill had been improved! I shot in about 5 out of 10. ...besides that....i must defeat CHEMISTRY, next is BIOLOGY !!!!! Banzaii.....!!!!!!!!!....oh well....and my art...i have not drawn anything for 2 weeks, ....i hope i can draw marleen........ha.....fat hope....it seems impossible.....she would not allow......hrrr........flowers blossom........nations rise with the sun..........warriors won.....................flowers fell like empires.......sets like the sun......and those who have the most wonderful lives die...........so what is the point?.............as i wrote this ........i am like everyone......we care about the present only..... That is my philosophy