Friday, March 31, 2006

I...have...found that i...must....remove more part of the nail....as it still hurts......still swollen......today is sports day...our class is the only one wearing green....and with green bands tied to our wrists...i have 2 ..one tied on my right wrist..another on the left arm.........after...sports day...some friends and I went to have lunch at junction 8......after that...the girls went off while Bentoh, Tien yeh and i practice basketball which is opposite the bishan bus interchange......we did some basic shooting first after teaching bentoh some basic rules........Bentoh and i play against Tienyeh......it is a crappy match....so i let Bentoh and Tien Yeh ...both 2 against me 1....2 on1..and i won with a score of 5:6.........ben toh should have improved.........after that they are gone...i practice alone....and later.....i ended up here.......i am ......very.....glad.......people..should feel happy when their loved ones are happy....That is my philosophy

Thursday, March 30, 2006



This month...i have posted the most postings in my blogging history....quite a lot.....today.....after i came back from school doing the banner.....i operate my toe myself...with a tool....i manage to pull the nail out from the 0.3cm deep wound......there is a bit of blood of course...quite troublesome.....it took me more than 30 minutes......but i had a bad feeling that there is somemore parts of nail that is still needed to be taken out....but...i must see how well did it recover before i operate again........ah...nail in my flesh.....i suffered the same injury as Yao Ming..but he's was much more serious.....well....have a good night everyone....a........people ! remember...do not expect anyone to protect you or to give you the feeling of being protected.....you are supposed to protect yourself. That is my philosophy

Wednesday, March 29, 2006


AHHHH....viruses....spywares come again.....i can see police poping out.....ships....cars...find what partner.com....then alert keep on appearing with that irritating BEEP! SOUND not pop sound hor...not chemistry........spys....ads....or viruses...die liao......and our honourable hero THE BANANA MAN - the virus vanquisher -the hardware champion(not hardcore champion) is not here!!!!....he is very busy u know.....he has to save the world from PC problems......today i am very tired lah....so......when u need a superhero, be the one to save....That is my philosophy

Monday, March 27, 2006



Well....i still have a lot to improve on CHEMISTRY, BASKETBALL......and my talking skill.......i.....>:(.......must improve......>:(......>:O.....<:(....-_-......audrey.......sigh.............'_'

Friday, March 24, 2006





People.....look at these 3 pictures.....the 1st one is a normal picture of Tan Zhe Xuan(Power in Maths)...after....a more incredible power is released ...he became person in the 2nd picture.....as a BPS fighter!......in the King of BPS fighters 2006....then....he became the enemy to be fought at the last stage actually and became the immortal in the third picture....the god of maths and sciences......oh boy........the main character in the King of BPS fighters are Bento Musashi......Wise yamazaki.....Yang Nakata....and.....Jeffery Robogo...........we fought through all the stages and now its the last stage......hrrrr....its the evolution!....tanzhexuan has become TANGENT Z+X2 from the 2nd stage to the last stage!!......the volcanoes roar, the ocean cries...and WE ALL SCREAM!.....the battle has started......we decided to combine all our special move into one ......to finish him once and for all......so...Bento started first....he released his Super special move...BANANA GUN!.....then Wise let go his special radiative move which is passed by ultra sound-THATISMYPHILOSOPHY!......Yang raised his hands and something fall from the sky....THE MOUNTAIN OF BOOKS AND SPEARS OF PENS !.....just then, Jeffery smiled....his chest muscles open....arm muscles open....leg muscle open....lastly his cheek muscle open outwards.....holy roblots!......its full of strange guns hidden inside and now..Jeffery says" TASTE MY ALKALINE WATER!"...and super strong pressured alkaline water is fired for 10 seconds....now....all our special moves flew all the way to TANGENT Z+X2...he laughed and yelled at us" hahaha! u fools..no man can kill me!".....and the first to reach him is the super big banana.....he stood calm...and suddenly...he enlarged his mouth and swallow it whole..."mmm....tasty"...Bento bewildered....but TANGENT soon roll on the ground covering his stomach shouting" shit lah.....i calculated the speed....and mass......but i didnt know that the banana has afro's scalp in it!....cannot...i need to find a toilet....but there is no toilet!"....now...Wise's philosophical radiative ultra sound has reached him...."ahhhh.....radio!....no..stereo!.......and its talking about his bloody philosophy somemore!...ahhh....headache!....need my feng you!..my bloody AXE BRAND UNIVERSAL OIL!.ah shit lah......no toilet...no feng you!..."...just then....there is an earthquake and thunderstorm....the sky grew dark all of a sudden..the wind howl and growl like TANGENT's stomach...he looked up and "Oh my god.....no..i am the god...so..OH MYSELF!....mountains of books and spears of pens!"...."haha!...i am not afraid......i got study!..."..but when he look at the title of the books..."shit again!...all are chinese and english books!.....not a single A or E maths book or Chem or Physics book!......need more feng you!"..TANGENT got squashed by the books while the rain of javelin-like spears fell on him....TANGENT splitted out leadIIbromide ..the lead in the pencil has reacted with the aqeous bromine in his ateries and veins......"errrrrrrrr..."...TANGENT pushed away all the books and remove all the pencils sticking out his body.....he is so powerful..and he say" errrr!.....i said no man can kill me!...no one ...nobody!"as he is laughing, jeffery's high pressurised alkaline water is going to reach him...."u fool!...i have chemical proof body! and i know how to remove your chemicals with my CHEMICAL REACTIONS!....Ah...shit...still must find a toilet and feng you!"...."shooooooooooowwwwwsssshhhh......"...alkaline water is fired onto TANGENT's body..."ah.........mmm????......"....Jeffery ran toward him and caught him with a hoop of wire" chemical proof?...never mind...i use ELECTRICITY!"....and then"ZZZIIIIZZIIIII"...and "AH.AH.AH.AH.AH...AH..HA.HA.HA.AH.AH.AH"..TANGENT got electric shock...while Jeffery holds a ammeter and says" his death is now under my control..."...but TANGENT thow back the wire and push the electric current level to the highest..."haha....u are so dumb...i thought u are god of sciences too?.....my skin are made of insulatos lah"....then Jeffery start to run back...while Yang rushed up with a giant chinese book as shield and a giant pen as a pike...Bento and Wise just slowly walk up to him......TANGENT fell to the ground....saying" oh no!.....no feng you..no toilet bowl!........" TANGENT is defeated!....nobody killed him!....he is killed by lead poisoning , headache, food poisoning by afro's scalp banana and high electric current!.....We stayed there for a moment and hope that his mathematical and scientific soul may rest in peace....but Jeffery kept crouching there...."ahya......finding new parts to change wah.....dont waste this holy body parts.....ok....dip dip!...changed.."....so what do i want to tell people today?....joking is relevant for us!...That is my philosophy

Thursday, March 23, 2006


I slept from about 6pm to 9:46pm...then i wake up...consume a orange...drink water....bathe...sit here....and wants to sleep again....yes......sleep.....sleep.......i dont think the result of the two test i took in school today were fabulous(*miss goh's language)...well......u see........'_-..-_-....tests....exams for example the 'o' levels are like the russians in this picture....this picture is a very good example of what is happening now and will happen for the next few months.....we are the germans(the one nearer to u in the picture).....look at the russians?....far.. but not that far.....rushing ferociously at you.....be prepared ...to fire.....To me...every charge the enemy gave me....i would have more than 50 percent casualties.....i fail every single chemistry test......and always pass biology test with border line case......idie....not idle......sleep is the only solution now....so lets sleep.....who want to sleep with me ha?....people spent most of their time sleeping....they will wake up if there is no wake up call...
That is my philosophy

Wednesday, March 22, 2006


Ah.......today....had class as normal...more tests...alright...i hope i can handle that...well well well......it is raining outside....hope that it will cool the weather down.....yo...audrey...it is not i could not remember you...it is just surprised to see u...because i thought i will not see u so soon....that is why i stoned a bit...well...i am SO happy that i saw u again AUDREY. Well ....i do not think that audrey will read my blog......nevermind....it is time to fix bayonets....not the pathetic american dagger-like bayonet....but the bloody half a metre long chinese(longer than japanese) bayonet....main enemies now are chemistry, biology.....chemistry...U WATCH OUT!.. War is a short term conflict....but a on political stage, it will be a long term conflict..........
That is my philosophy

Tuesday, March 21, 2006


Tests......revisions......remedials......anymore..?...There is more...i do not wish to say anymore.... To almost everyone...this is just the starting of life......you people have just lived for 15 years.....still a long way to go....actually not that long......everything will soon become history......yes....actually life is one of the fastest thing to us......because you did not realise how fast it can be....therefore i have said previously....the real speed is impossible for us to see....i really need sometime to say something to my friends......i need time...as i said....time is more powerful than almost everything.....time.........fellow humans....please..please..treasure what you have.....and not to create unnecessary troubles....conflicts...or unhappiness....try to smile everyday to everyone even to the people you do not like.....sometime....do not be so selfish....it is just a hug or something....try to give it to the people around you...treating everyday as my last day is nothing wrong.....people will be gone before you know it....you do not know what is going to happen next....tell your friends that you love them....no matter who is the person is.....never wait for something is gone....never leave any regret.....hrrr......
That is my philosophy

Monday, March 20, 2006


......anyone agree to close this blog?.....disagree?.........write in the chatterbox please......schools starts....and the work continues.....i do not to wish to say much on that.....time to stop everything.......stop..my philosophy...those are craps...they do not exist since the real philosophy is no philosophy...things changes so fast.........ever wonder in what way do u wish to die.....a slow one or a quick one....although...in christianity....i will go to hell........hope that i could ask satan for a deal......to...join his army...at the expense of something...ha..crap.....maybe even better....stay on Earth.....and travel around......or....i just disppear from this world.......how wonderful.........one of the last philosophy is hidden....only dead men know...That is my philosophy

Saturday, March 18, 2006



I could not sleep again......i stayed in my dark room all day and night...alone in silence.......my friend from australia is right....i am living in fear everyday....fear of death....and unpleasant things.....the music in my computer goes on non-stop for five days already..........i rest the whole day.......i wondered if the friends would be more caring to me and have more time to stay with me if i am dead......i would choose not to be born if it is better not to be living.....maybe i should go back....to the world that does not exist......
That is my philosophy

Friday, March 17, 2006


My basketball skill is improving day by day.....in fact...it is my 2 point shooting and 3 point shooting is getting better.....i still could not dribble well....today i shot in 5 three pointer out of 7....school is going to reopen soon.....i have to keep going......nothing is the most powerful...but more powerful.....and time is more powerful than everything.......time flows without pauses....u can stop everything but time....time can wash away anything.....happiness...misery....and hence it is one of the factors that people must get hold of in order to walk towards success....but time can make people forgetful....time....always flows unchanged yet it always led things back to the very begining again....
That is my philosophy

Thursday, March 16, 2006

i could not sleep.....so i stay awake...the time of posting can tell u the time. I just feel like drinking lots of cold water. -_-....we will all perish one day....so....treasure what u have....do what you think it is worth doing......always get ready to not wake up the next morning......today maybe your last day, your last night, your last finest hour, minute and your last moment to inhale the air, see the sceneries, hear the sound of nature....taste the water and feel your surrounding.....treasure what you really have. Dawn and dust have one thing in common,they are always the prelude of something....sometimes it is the most exciting part of life....That is my philosophy

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

.....No one can fool me....dont even think about it......but that is not important anymore.......i will be what you people want......other than that, i have nothing to say....i have no philosophical thoughts today....because the real philosophy is no philosophy. That is my philosophy

Tuesday, March 14, 2006



...I am bloody tired...i practised basketball for so long then a man in his late thirties came and ask me for 1 on 1 match.....i accepted....i shot in a 3 pointer and a few 2 pointer .....i could not break through and lay up as my he has better defend skill( he block my ball 3 times) hence i could only shoot from outside....while he shot in a couple of 2 pointer and he lay up all the time because i am a ill defender..it is almost a miracle that i score from 3 point line during my first 1 on 1 match ....against an adult.......so who won?....i do not know ...because i did not count ...i do not think that is important.....i can feel that i am improving bit by bit....and because i shoot all the time instead of going inside as i just started to get to learn lay up....i hope i can become a SHOOTER next time...well.......regarding that picture, it was a painting of the surrender of the imperial army of japan to the republic of china....one person's loss is anothers gain, one person's happiness is another's pain. That is my philosophy

Monday, March 13, 2006



Oh......the hoops at basketball court below my block are finally repaired!!!!!!!YES....but i hope no one would vandalise it .......this time the hoop can finally have nets......YESSSSSSSSSS......i can finally have a taste of that sound "shap...throp.....choop.." hahahahahahahahaha..HAHAHAHAHAHA...ok..stop the laugh....ah...i am still bloody lousy in my basketball....no one have time to teach me.....no one.....hmmmm~....waaaaaaaaaaaa........sigh.'_"nothing is created for me, as this is what i always see. That is my philosophy

Saturday, March 11, 2006


Ah......fine....everyting is fine...i should feel fine too.......but i just do not feel alright.....i had my basketball practice today..........i have finally feel more relieve .....as it is march holiday.....it feels just like this picture.....Su zhou......the best place u can find in China.......Human needs rest from work and war.....but soon....man would be looking for trouble. That is my philosophy

Thursday, March 09, 2006



Well, well.. well...i am fury since wednesday....not because of netball but ......I AM A VERY SERIOUS PERSON..ben toh says....."whenever ziwei is in the group, no one can feel sad."....."i am very pissed off....but he just suddenly sang a song that is make up temporarily...the (raining) song...it makes everybody laugh including me"..........Who said i am very serious? Tell me ................the next issue i want to say was the netball game this wednesday...2-2...draw...but if i had shot in that penalty, we would have win...and i shouldnt suggest to teacher that i want to play basketball...and this cause us to have netball and basketball instead of football and netball......this cause the punks to join in the netball which i found surprised that only 2 classmates play basketball with me.......(cough cough)..........and one more thing..my friends...who thinks that i think too much .?.....anyone....wrote all u want to say in the chatterbox please.......i never think too much because i am just speaking out my thoughts. That is my philosophy

Tuesday, March 07, 2006



I..............................ha....ha.......haha(miserable laugh)...........who says that i think too much?....anyone..?........i think too much about the world ?the society?everything?.........those who says yes then type yes in the box. fmmmmm.................-_-....i need to take a nap..........resting is important, as it can refresh your mind..........That is my philosophy

Monday, March 06, 2006



Alright.......anyone know this word?....anyone know how to pronounce it?......and the meaning of it?.......huh....Bentoh?.....huihan?.....maybe audrey?......anyone?.....This is a great word man.........that is the first time where we have a common name for our untited races.......although the word is in unsimplified version but i am sure there are many people who can read this.....well..lets put this aside first...today, i jumped, while "flying up", my right hand hit the bottom of the table....at first i just felt great pain....but i look at it after 2 mins, i found a 2 cm wound in between my middle finger and beside the "line", there is a small area of internal bleeding......hard to write now...i think it would affect the netball games in the PE lesson on wednesday.....and i think i need to be careful when i practise basketball this weekend.....blast!...why am i the only one that always gets hurt?....i have enough scars on my body and wounds......erggg!!!!!!!!.....kehh kehh(cough cough)........ah...i can still remember what every doctor told me.....they said that children with eczema(skin allergies) and asthma are smarter than normal kids....and another doctor said that she read from an United States medical magazine that if a child has both eczema and asthma(if asthma attack,eczema will weaken, if asthma weaken, eczema will come back), and if the child is a left-handed, that child is a genius....but my mother always said that "she rather let me to be more stupid than to have so much sufferings"..what is the reason??...is that because i am a mixed blood of HAN and TURKISH??!....(silence)...Sometimes, man are born like that....this is what we call fate....but what will be the destiny ?.....we must find out ourselves....That is my philosophy

Saturday, March 04, 2006


I was sick this thursday after mrs choi had spoken to us, very pressurising....i do not want to say much on that. This morning, i went for BB, we had our first aid lesson, and we learn the "US style of F5ing the casualties". I am only 45kg, how could i carry others?....not even marleen i guess(here i plead for your forgiveness of using you as the example).....but nevermind, why not i just say i do not think that i can carry a sack of potatoes weighing 35+kg on my shoulder......but...i think carrying marleen should feel more comfortable than those hard and soily(no such word) potatoes....mmm....erggg stop the crap now. OK. after the first aid, we had drill! ...It has been a long time since my last drill session(i did not go for BB for 3 weeks after CNY). OK. so after i return home, i found the basketball court empty again. So, i went for a practice after my lunch. Finally, i have learnt how to lay-up!(before that, i knew how to shoot only). Under the hot sun in the court beside Bishan Community Club.......the sun is killing me....Well, another achievement was that i found that my lousy 3 pointer skill had been improved! I shot in about 5 out of 10. ...besides that....i must defeat CHEMISTRY, next is BIOLOGY !!!!! Banzaii.....!!!!!!!!!....oh well....and my art...i have not drawn anything for 2 weeks, ....i hope i can draw marleen........ha.....fat hope....it seems impossible.....she would not allow......hrrr........flowers blossom........nations rise with the sun..........warriors won.....................flowers fell like empires.......sets like the sun......and those who have the most wonderful lives die...........so what is the point?.............as i wrote this ........i am like everyone......we care about the present only..... That is my philosophy

Thursday, March 02, 2006




Ha! This week's PE lesson, my team crushed ben toh 's team totally. The players chosen were right! Deborah,Aqidah....and the 3 nerd basketball players(zhe xuan, kai yang and me). How can we lose to a team that has afro boy,rabbit and giraffe with this kind of team members???Of course we MUST finish them!!!!!! The score 10-0 is the result. One of the most important factors that cause the Ben toh team to lose was because of they did not have a good shooter and their defensive awareness is low. We continuously steal their ball ( when they pass the ball from their basket, we , one line of 'machines' hit or steal the ball back straight away)....One of the reasons that cause my team to win was that we have at least 4 good shooter.While i was outside i steal their ball without mercy but i realise the tactical error fast enough that pei yi missed almost every shot. Since there is zhe xuan and kai yang outside, then i should better get inside and improve the accuracy of shooting.These are the reasons that cause the big difference in the result between the two team. Therefore a good teamate could not do well without a leader, but a leader could survive without his or her men(WOMEN TOO!).MY MEN ARE EXCELLENT SOLDIERS!

That is my philosophy