Hmm...in fact...i do not have much things to say because these days look the same for me.....just like the few previous posts....but today i hardly online.......i sat on the dining table most of the time and practised abit of my basketball on the empty court under my block. Things that are still the same are my mood.....same problems.......still listening to the same emo music.......Time might seem abit long for now......it might also be the longest month or period of time in the past years for me.......I am glad to see jing wen on her blog again.....replying my tag...felt better....but API lady Rem still .....have no sign of her....which is a mind illness for me now.....i am so thirsty to go for an API event......a little desperate.....The sky now is as dark as ink.....as slient as a deserted town.....its a new year.....for the lunar calendar.....but my feelings are still the same just like all the others days after I returned to Singapore......feeling....numb.....frozen.....feeling "feelingless"....All i can feel is again...like what i say before.................the flow of time.......my existence..........the feeling....of life.........Life...like a dream.....seems so real to me........That is my philosophy