Black and White......can you feel the silence..?.....The past?.....present?......or future?.....which of these stop you from moving on?......you see alive humans around but they are not there actually....you see things...but they are not there........they are not there........hm!......That is my philosophy

Its kinda funny how life can change~.........back to back.....the shoes are not happy with each other......heeha......positive and negative.....black and white....when can things get grey..?........hmm.....what if they are not the extreme ends?........The date is wrong........how do u know its wrong....if u could not prove it....or no one believes u?......Confused....?..................Hey....can you tell me...am I alive?.....That is my philosophy

Exams....over...for a few days already...now road to a new way is just before me...2 days of hard practices....i am back to my pre-exam standards...and some improvements...although i had blisters, blue blacks on my toes and some other injuries......i think i improved myself.....my american friend taught me basics on defense and lay-ups.....my defense improved significantly...End of this month i am going to beijing...i will be spending 2 months there....cold days are coming again... till the release of the O level results then i will see singapore again...Well tomorrow 23rd of november is my birthday..i will be getting a new basketball shoe as the current white Addidas one is getting small and it hurts my toes....this month is the month that i started to learn to play basketball last year....i can say it has been a year....and i see myself from nothing to something....Time again...walked past us unnoticed.....in silent..That is my philosophy

Getting ready.....we are having the O levels in progress now...i think i am still alive....of course...its just the begining.....we will see more later...more...take it easy..take it easy....our mind must be clear now....killing papers became a instinct....not a reaction anymore.......we just continue killing papers until we are done....that day will come soon.....same for the day when we are gone...That is my philosophy

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Most people would not like to see the end in this way...or even worse... but someone have to be eliminated... you might be afraid and ask why me?.... so some people would answer why not? Most people would like to see the end in the way in fig.1....but how about the man down there?...you would not care.....maybe you would just pity that loser there...because you are the winner..the survivor.....If you are not up here....then you must be down there....Sometimes..only people like true artist would no longer care about this rule....this realistic rule...maybe because they are too idealistic?...living in their own fantasy?...Maybe.....because i am one of them....no matter where am i .....i see the world using my eyes...That is my philosophy

4 days later ...start of O levels...calm...waves on the surface of the ocean.....soon it will be over...sorry for those who could not understand my language...nor my person....hem....people that are more logical....have more senses....while people like me....are controlled more by our feelings.....artistic and idealistic.....not logical and realistic....ah.....the apple's colour changed...as time passed by........That is my philosophy

I am history.......yes.....Tomorrow will be biology practical for O levels...see?.......thats what i mean by you are already be dead before you noticed it.....O levels in 21 days i think.....6 of november will be the first paper.....luckily there is 6 days of rest between chemistry and maths...my enemies now are maths, chemistry and biology....humanities and english i have some confidence....My world of white, black and grey colours....who knew the real colours behind it?....hmm That is my philosophy

Olevels coming soon......days getting quicker.....i am not afraid of it of course....there is no time to think about it...my days are numbered....All i know was as long as i am still alive......i hope everyone will live happily.....to have no problems...no more troubles to bother all of you.......may the world live in peace.....i know it is too idealistic.....not realistic....nor possible........yes.....days are always numbered...as i always say.....before you knew it....you are gone......people could only concentrate on the matters right in front of them....there is no other choice....my fate..my destiny...my life...my world....myself and my philosophy...That is my philosophy

Prelim is over.....over....failed all but english....next will be O levels......The sky is dark....now.....Soon...we will move on....to another stage...there will be no rest..the tape of life moves on...playing non-stop...some got cut...on the way....some cut themselves....some played till the end....Now...and sometimes...try to reflect what you have done these years....or your life so far...if u can still remember.....making different choices in the past made what you are now...That is my philosophy

Prelim is gone....gone...fail all except English now....excluding my chinese which already scored distinction for O level....If my SS scored below 28/50 ...i will fail humanities....then English will be the only subject i pass....Well....it has been more than 2 months since the last time i cut my hair..well.....today....after school....went for hair cut....slashing away the long curly ones.....that forms the S shape...I felt cooler now....cool down myself....away from prelim..onward to O levels..into the future...That is my philosophy

Felt bored.....no one seems.....something wrong with one of my friends too......hardly anyone talked to me.....nevermind.....kept sighing....sojiro...his eternal smile.......because he locked his feelings...That is my philosophy

Tomorrow i will go to school again, to finish my chemistry paper1 and 2...and marks the end of prelim. Next, O level starts soon..end of october..and early november...smash through the enemies, we must. After O level finished at 17 of november...6 days later will be my birthday..i never celebrated my birthday since 5 ..till last years' november in beijing....in the new house..
..i really hope that i can escape to beijing in case my O levels result is not good...but i actually wish to have my birthday this year in singapore....as i say...life after O level will be unstable...having your birthday at the end of the year is a wonderful thing....as its the end of a year...always feel fresh to welcome it unless you are in some kind of difficult situation...i am going to sharpen my spear for now..That is my philosophy

I could finally rest today......fell ill on tuesday.....blocked nose...then cough and during chemistry practical ..fever started..and i beared a headache to do my maths paper two....although i try to seem healthy in school....now left only chemistry papers next week for prelim...31 days to O level....thanks to marleen's count down..to always make us stay alert......i felt alot better yesterday as i listened to the new songs of jay chou...the headache and fever were gone....today felt fine.....nose still unclear...my throat too....but could feel that i am recovering....for O levels...you either stay healthy....or just die.......because if u had some illness like this..you have to continue the exam with that uncomfortable feeling....when u stay healthy..u can do with full strength.....or just die so that you would not need to do anything anymore....31 days........alright...fate will be changed in 30 days.....because it must be changed......That is my philosophy

Ho Ho Ho ....Oh....Oh ...Prelim week....fighting violently everyday.....I actually hoped that the dean or professor there in the central art academy in beijing to say that i can expand in this area then my mom would decide straight to stay in beijing and study art...else i need to return to singapore after O level...but i will come back anyway to take my results....if doing art..then go back again...if not...the professor say something else...or my mom decides to let me stay here...i have no choice to continue the study here...I just feel that leaving may be better for me....if my mom decides to let me study there....then many changes will be made..returning to singapore will be only a "need or not" question. It means might not return to singapore anymore....Everything seem to be decided by fate...some of the people believe this hence they sit there and do nothing....I still believe that there is hope...if u think it is impossible then do not do anything....after i attain my goals...i will change your fate for you........fight for what you think is worth...even though you think you could not change your destiny......"cant penetrate the defenses?.....trust yourself and your buddies...shoot from where you are and see, wait and hope. That is my philosophy

Prelim coming...its alright..O level is what we are waiting for....now...left eng, his/ss, maths, bio, chem for O levels....trying to fill the brain with enough fuel before going to the exam hall.....and last last night i was in bed....death was again in my mind...the ultimate fear....my computer will be repaired later this year..CD rom driver need to be opened to save my files and reformatted. Exam is no longer battle to me...exam is exam ....That is my philosophy

I slept in a 6 star hotel last night..(Ritz Carlton).have to look around to know what are the latest designs of the world.....i have only more than a month to O levels...and next week will be the Prelims....No matter i would leave for Beijing or stay in singapore....i think i must do well for my O levels....My mom came back a week ago and will be leaving next monday for Italy..she will be back a month later....last thursday i finally met my primary school classmates........had their msn addresses...found that actually they are some kind of good friends even though we have not met for 3 years....i recognised everyone of them ....able to called their names as soon as they jumped out from nowhere......normally.....i am the one remembering others....After prelim....i will have a rest for one day......my job later will most probably be Artist or Designer or Architect..artist being the hardest.....toughest.....even i have talent....interest in it....lots of effort is needed to put into the daily practices of sketching in order to become a successful...extraordinary artist....And also have to move around the world to explore....look around.....to have more ideas of life. Slowly...I can feel that life is moving into another stage......where it is more complicated and much more to learn and tackle problems....if nothing big happened like war or disaster.....we might be able to rest in peace...That is my philosophy

Last friday, played basketball...sprained both my ankles at the same time....fell to the ground immediately...ahhhh...crawled with my arms to aside. Today is Chinese prelim exam hence i need not to go to school. O level coming.....Prelim come first. Hope that everything should improve. Battles soon arrive. That is my philosophy

54 days to O levels.....alright....prelim starts after next next week.....english prelim will be next week.....just now in school...doing the maths paper 2........mock exam....kept dreaming.....lots of things rushed into my mind....about teachers' day......former years'......and primary school classmates and teacher that i have not seen each other since 2001.........those "slide shows" kept stopping me continue doing my paper......i am thinking of going back to see them...but the school ends....and by the time i reached there....its in bugis....victoria street....everyone will be gone...so could only hope that school ends earlier but....looks abit hard......i could not absent myself....the letter is difficult to write i think....must be former nowadays.......... ............After O level....there are a few way for me to go....i might...go for a polytechnic.....or....i am going back to china..to study in the high school that is associated with the central academy of art in Beijing...the best in china....while singapore 's art academy Nafa is only "so so" standard to them.......my life after O level will be like a sailor....arts is my only talent.....so far...........i remain silent.....That is my philosophy

Today is friday....tomorrow will be saturday again..will make use of these days well.......today...had biology then english.....during recess...was with Jervena, Tammy and Su qi. Then after that was 2 periods of a maths....stayed in the library at first but after the first hour, we heard the announcement and made our way to the hall to receive our mother tongue O level result...a teacher and the principal gave some speech first....and told us we need to buck up....showing us our percentage of passes and grade 1 s we have this time.....then the big screen flashed the top 6 students that scored distinction this time.....from 1 to 6.....1.Yao Zi Wei (4E2)....2.Guo pan 4E3.....3. Yan Yan 4E3.....4.Liu Chang 4E3.....5.Lai Tang Lin 4E3...6 is a malay from 5A2....four 4E3 students....scored distinction.....none from 4E1 this time....quite surprised........actually the four of them ....and me are from the 1st chinese class...so it is not surprising.........i am not surprise i am one of them......i supposed to have this kind of result for mother tongue....and this is only one subject.....after receiving the results....quite a number of people came to me....congratulating......really appreciate that.....but they seem to think i am the first........i though i know it is just arranged by o level index number but we all have the same grades....so i think i might have 1/6 chance of being top..haha....if counting only top in chinese(one of them is malay)....then 1/5......i think that does not matter...A1 is enough.........I had a basketball session with a few boys after that.....then went home.....and sleep......while the music was loud..............sky grew dark now........actually....i do not feel anything now....That is my philosophy

*cough cough cough cough cough*... today had only 2 hours of school....went home immediately after the most boring celebration i have ever had.....our school's celebration is getting worse each year.......nevermind.....I went down for some basketball after that...at about 11 am....after the group of people are gone...i played alone till a few Kuo Chuan Presbyterian Secondary boys came.....i played with them before......looks like they are graduating this year too.....we just took turns to shoot....then they left......I left after a while too.....at the start the sky looks dull......then the sun showed its face.....and the wind was really comforting.......now...the sun is bright.....mm...I think i need to do something useful today....my life has not ended yet.......That is my philosophy

I...have been coughing for more than 3 days.....still did not see any *cough...cough cough* recovering sign....chest hurts........a bit of breathing difficulty if slept on bed.......not comfortable......i do not like this feeling......silent....room....locked...That is my philosophy

*Cough cough*......fho......raining now.........sky is dark......my room too......tomorrow will be another round of THE WEEK...need to buck up.....really need....not for myself..........sometimes...when u fought hard and there is a happy ending, stay with it.....because continuing might lead u to something worse. That is my philosophy

Everyday...we are closer to the examinations.....prepare...is all we can do now....and stay cool....avoid the sun.....do not be too hot....be cool.....if needed...froze yourself....and warm up abit...let the water flow down your body...and evaporates....cool......the sun will burn you absolutely.....so start chewing ice.......that controls your body temperature......froze your brain.by..drinking and eating cool stuff...........the sun will be covered by the clouds soon.......then you could start feeling the cool breeze......and looking up to the sky.......the sky that would not harm eyes with piercing light......That is my philosophy

Today....after finishing school.....today....i felt something......again.....felt philosophical again......the whole day....after biology...food tests....i tore out a whole piece of destroyed membrane from a piece of flesh of the onion...just a thin piece........it flew and float in the air....above me.....if you do not look closely....might thought that it was a butterfly......float up and down.......while i stare at it.....i kept it later......brought it back........then was English lesson....then recess....had the same thing....after recess...the 2 hours of free period .....a friend(magnum) stay beside me...in the library.........he read my SPI book....while I fell.....asleep....till the end of the 2 hours........i felt better after the rest.......then the form teacher period....break.....looking at the band members(bentoh and rabbit) and some from our class.....dressed in formal attire...the choir and dance members too........board the buses....i was at a bench......the buses left......i stared silently....then walked to the laboratory..silently.....followed by chemistry practical....our class....had some terrible scolding from the teacher.....but it was alright....then came the rain...not that heavy....i have my light blue umbrella opened......then half way...bookworm(wee yang) join me.....and shared the umbrella......reached bus stop...joke with robot(jeffrey) and some other classmates...on the bus........then half way through....everyone alighted...i sat there..alone.....as usual........*close eyes*..........reached home.....Bishan was not raining.....my cousin was playing games as usual......i took a shower....and after looking at my cousin playing computer games....i fell asleep......until 8pm..........then watch him played till 10pm.....i had the chance to go online....just felt today was a bit different from other days........~_-....tonight..some of my classmates went to perform...some went to watch...at Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts........i did not go..........the guy who is good in maths and sciences is online....(zhe xuan)..........now.....this is my reflection of the day........-_~A day like this is what many people wish for.......That is my philosophy

My skin was supposed to be that colour....how fair....almost like Ju-On...Now....I look so different....mmm....boy...boy...we done the same things in school everyday.....3 months only.....believe it or not.....chem...bio....maths...Human.....Eng. Life is a pencil that keep on drawing on a piece of paper till it is fully used up one day.......what to draw?......It keeps on moving.....so decide fast......dont leave any regrets.....draw draw draw.....That is my philosophy

Towards O levels....ok...ya...em......huh......We have less than a century to live...some might have more ....what are we going to do when we are still here.........next moment we are gone..........At the start: long way to go........middle:I have come this far.mm.....half way..........end:..here ends my story....*close eyes* ....or simply gone before you noticed it...here ends my post...That is my philosophy

Ah...Headache.....today's Chemistry test....tests..tests...8 weeks later will be prelim.....start the preparation.....you should know my feelings by looking at the picture above.........ergg................feel tired....ill.......文文。。加油啊。。。Life have not ended yet...fight for something even though you knew the result...everyone should do whatever he or she can..That is my philosophy

It has been 2 weeks. Last week went to Ben Toh's birthday....well...still good in first person shooting(played at lan shop). Well...again....9 weeks to prelim...last chance to prove how much we have....before the O level. Today i had my chinese O level oral examination..I spoke very well..that does not bother me now....the sky grew dark....sun sets in the west....Last friday, I joined the Kebun Baru Community Club Basketball team which is in Ang Mo Kio..have more things to do now. Things changed fast.......so try to fit in.......That is my philosophy

Ah.......Holiday ends in 2 days......This holiday was not that bad....although had to do the last min revision for mole calculation....but i think it is going to be fine...hope so. I need to turn myself into explosive mode when schools starts...no time to lose...hope that i can go back what i am in P6...no sleep...doing maths papers using hours......but i hope it would be a bit better this time....no sleep?....haix.....i still want to grow......I can feel that.....i will fight tiredly.....maybe temper will rise in temperature. The last week of the holiday...i went for art class everyday till friday at NAFA. Today is friday.....yes................................My shadow follows me wherever i go unless i move into darkness.....That is my philosophy

Holiday will end in less than 2 weeks' time. Before that, I still must attend some drawing class...and also to revise some subjects for the O levels. I hate to go out alone and do something like attend a 3 or 5 days of class. And I still need to call them to ask about the recept etc. I hate this kind of troublesome things. All I need now is self- confience. Although I am more confident than 5 years ago but I am still lack of it.......Again, today I shall say that time is the most powerful thing is time......but there are other powerful things in this world. One of them is unknown....That is my philosophy

I hope i can start my extreme revision tomorrow. I have been relaxing these two days. I had a dream this morning because i woke up late. I walked through places with lots of rocks and hills.....another man and i.....later found myself fighting on the streets of.......countries around Australia i think(i guess)....I have never seen those places in my life. The streets were full of dust......a bit sandy..........fire......and Japanese soldiers........My friend and i fired at the japanese from a window, second floor in a small building..The window was mostly sealed with wooden planks...I could only shoot at them through in between each plank.....I finished my bullets soon....left with a fat pistol....which i could not hit anyone of them right below us...my friend and i moved down the stairs to the first floor.there was a knee-level wall right in front of us....then we heard noise of tank engine...my friend shouted" lets get out of here!".....i suddenly held him back.."wait wait wait..." i found a few anti armour weapon in the corner....i soon found out the way to use it....i open the cover, lean my body out quickly, fired and back immediately.....the Jap tank exploded....but my friend gave it another shot.... i think i hit a british like tank too....then a few trucks banged into each other as the narrow road was occupied by a destroyed tank.....the ammunition truck got smashed....Well, nevermind...since its right in front of us, I just lead my friend and rushed to the truck to get weapon and ammunition. Fresh sub machine gun and bullets......i carried 1 sub machine gun on my body, another sub machine gun in my hand...they were all quite small in size....but later...i do not know why there were japs marching on the street already....then suddenly.....back to fighting again.....but this time....there were hardly anybody on the street already.....but the fire were still burning....there were some whites at the other side as i could see....there was a colonial-like, governor house-like building at the center beside the burning truck just now........there is a small round structure in front of the big house...like a town square or something.....then i went to look for a british-like soldier although he was not wearing any uniform, I got worried suddenly.....so i asked him what was the date then....he said 194....i didnt heard properly...but i was sure it was not the earlier years...so i said....then what am i waiting for.....lets go for a charge(if i heard it was the earlier years, i might retreated)......i got excited.....i also found a theatre nearby.......then i woke up.....my grandfather called me......Philosophy and personal experience are always related. That is my philosophy

I am what I am. Saggitarius, semi horse, semi human, with a bow and arrows, aims far and gallops towards freedom. Unfortunately, i afraid that i had some qualities from Scorpio too. An aggressive scorpion with a poisonous sting. 23/11....the day that seems ordinary to me....3:17 am.....a dark horse was born( maybe with a hidden sting). 23 of november....always at the end of today's calendar....i am totally not eager for it.........I am what I am...always......Sometime, it is best to be truthful to each other. Leave no secrets. Tell others what is in your mind now or what have you been thinking. I have no secrets. That is my philosophy

It is thursday, the end of the semester but there is still some extra intensive lessons for the first week, and we must start to prepare for O level during the June holiday. I am calm...always....but nobody knows sometime there is a bloody war going on in my mind or total tragedy being put on in the cinema in my brain....Well, after yesterday's basketball matches, both my hands and feet are injured. First is my thumb of my left hand, then now my thumb of my right hand....now, both my thumb from both hands are aching if bended slightly.......i nearly sprained my left ankle on tuesday....it is very painful at the begining....and now i would feel it when my foot is in a certain posture...After yesterday's games, i felt a something is happening to my toe on my right foot, when i returned home, removed my socks, and found a blue black on one of my toe on my right foot....it hurts alot when i walk...and this morning when i went for school, i was extra careful......and today morning when i iron my uniform, i iron onto my thigh...left a small mark....i do not know what will happen to me next.....and the friends in school are not that nice nowadays....i am just an extra person in the group. Try to understand body languages because people will not always tell you directly. That is my philosophy

I...have been playing at the basketball court for 3 consecutive afternoons.....and i have some reputation now....i need to continue to improve......but nowadays....all i need to do is SHOOT, PASS, STEAL. This 3 things are the main skills i can show to people now...i depended heavily on my 3 point shooting...and the people in my team started to trust my 3 pointer......the opponent teamates started to fear me too.......they would start to pay more attention to me now.....they would try to defend me from this week onwards....so i need to improve to get pass their defence......now i could knock down open shots easily or much easier than few months ago........but i still need to prove to people i can do many other things as life goes on......."trust me"....."then prove it" That is my philosophy

Ha.....i scored the worst result in school this time......work for the final O level, people!......today......i ruled the basketball court......i shot in more than 10 three pointers.....including 3 consecutive 3 pointer......but this was nothing to me........i had more than 6 steals, 5 rebounds.....and countless assist.........this afternoon...they called me "Shooter" and "Stealer".....i myself cant even believe it....3 consective three pointer....(the fourth i didnt shoot, i make a no-look pass instead"...but there was no time for me to be amazed...my hands just felt RIGHT today......i became an artillery or a cannon.....i felt that it was exciting when you were not yet a shooter but trying hard to be one.....but by the time you had the feeling of being one or reaching it,...you would not feel that it was exciting anymore...you would feel that it is job to fire and score.......the punks [who we used to call them] were quite impressed and trusted my shooting skill today...but that was not enough.........i ruled the basketball court today..but there was still many things for me to conquer them.....so....Conquer.....or be conquered....choose one..buddy....That is my philosophy

It became more relaxing these few days. Besides waiting for the June holiday to come, we will have to receive our report book first....then the revision class in early June, then again....finally...work to our last common destination in secondary school life-O level. I will make use of June. Before all that, next tuesday will be my oral exam for prelim.....and the slogan for me now is 'JUST SPEAK UP'....Life continues....for me.....as what it is...always........until...the end of my life. That is my philosophy

SA1 is over...the only thing we should prepare for is O level now. BenToh wants to celebrate tomorrow to mark the end of SA1.....sounds funny....this morning, i returned home by 9:30 am, so i went down to practice basketball.....at first i practised alone.... later....a boy came....then the fantastic 4 Maris Stella boy came...3.vs.3...the opponent team was make up of 2 taller boy and a thinner boy......ours....one tallest guy(looks like 1.9m), a plum boy(looks older than me), and of course me....our tactics is either to pass to the tall guy to attack from close range or to shoot and he will get the rebound for us(his rebounding and blocking skill can trash the other 2 under the basket). At first, we got trashed ...for a while only......at the start, i shot 0 out of 3 shots......so i try to pass to that tall guy to attack...the plum boy scored a couple of points too.....then.......after...the opponent team were exhausted....they became more and more inactive..but we still be able to hold on....our giant was tired too...hence he became a bit inactive too.....but luckily....after my 2nd 3 pointer went in(missed the 1st), the feeling came back....all of them just stood there.....the plum just need to pass to me and....for 3 times consecutively, he passed to me...i shot straight away and scored. And I think we did turn the tide..my result was....2 pointer..5 out of 10....3 pointer...2 out of 6..=16 points.......2 rebounds, 1 steal and a few assist. I think it is not too bad for a beginner that just started last december..........ah........now i sit in my room.......after bathing......hope that tomorrow will be a cheerful one...............ladies and gents,........have hope and determination!..and a some luck! That is my philosophy

All right...everyone....EUT will be gone soon....or i should say now...it will be replaced by Zackwise(ZKW). The picture of this posting will soon be posted after my com is reformatted one day.....yes one day.......Time to change, time for revolution. Time for extraordinary revolutionary change. That is my philosophy

......continue the story.........continue living..........exams coming..........i am not going.......not yet..........i became silent.....at all times...........back to my real self....of the past.............quiet.......silence...........motionless.............i dont want to have feelings.......They ruin things. That is my philosophy

A few days have passed. Things changed. Closer to something. Further from something. We are not in a game. We could not save and load from files. Once done cannot redo. Time is flowing. How much time left? I will know when time comes. I think i will choose to die early when i can still have the ability to think, see, hear, taste, smell and feel. Hope that i can gather everyone and invite them to a dinner then i can end myself. That is my philosophy

I have started my first story-"TheHopeToSeeTheEnd"......the story may appear boring to some people....because of the peaceful storyline....not too much excitement...because the whole time you can only imagine was a man in the second floor of a european cottage....thick snow covers the ground............if a person could not think philosophically, he or she may not know the meaning behind it....may not have feel how is it felt like to be in some difficult situations.........the main character is a 20 year-old man.......an Austrian...fromVienna...joined the German army almost at the end of World War 2.........the whole thing has nothing to do with war....just a little man's thoughts....in a winter which could be the last season for him..........last chance to see this world......it was still snowing..........in the hearts of people...That is my philosophy

Yesterday.....actually it feels like today....nevermind....i am not asleep yet....alright....my shooting improved......i can almost see my starting point.....route to become a shooter.....which means 30 percent accuracy........in order to be shooter...my final target is to shoot in 1 out of every 3 shots.........and that is the standard of a NBA player.........hope can get at least a secondary school player's standard......look at the man at your left.........he is MILLER......not other MILLER......this is the legendary....miller......shooter......was a NBA player.........his finest hour is THE MILLER'S TIME(dont know whether it is phrase like this......he score a few or ten points within last few or 10 seconds.............shooter.....his team-Indiana Pacers was at the height when he was still there.......he just retired last year.....his jersey retires too.....i found my own way of shooting too.......i shoot mainly with 3 fingers from my right hand now...with the support of left hand....and i jump....and my legs spread out like a frog in the air.........ah....everytime i think of my current goals....i will think about the end of life.....looks long but it is actually JUST RIGHT AHEAD.......so choose your paths wisely....make good decisions....That is my philosophy....

I stay till midnight because i just finish the final operation....i pulled out the last remaining nail that cut into the wound......actually....a part of flesh came out too.....there is more blood this time...more difficult...as i took 1 hour....more pain....as my foot is shaking hard....while my left hand grabs stabilize it for a long time....and my right hand is picking out the thing....need lots of endurance, patience, strength...my fingers were numb during the operation....well....although it is already 1st of April...but to me it is still the same day.......i am going to rest soon......alright...sleep well.....i have been down for the past few weeks...especially this months......i hope people can get what they hope for....although it is impossible because it is impossible to satisfy everyone...That is my philosophy

I...have...found that i...must....remove more part of the nail....as it still hurts......still swollen......today is sports day...our class is the only one wearing green....and with green bands tied to our wrists...i have 2 ..one tied on my right wrist..another on the left arm.........after...sports day...some friends and I went to have lunch at junction 8......after that...the girls went off while Bentoh, Tien yeh and i practice basketball which is opposite the bishan bus interchange......we did some basic shooting first after teaching bentoh some basic rules........Bentoh and i play against Tienyeh......it is a crappy match....so i let Bentoh and Tien Yeh ...both 2 against me 1....2 on1..and i won with a score of 5:6.........ben toh should have improved.........after that they are gone...i practice alone....and later.....i ended up here.......i am ......very.....glad.......people..should feel happy when their loved ones are happy....That is my philosophy

This month...i have posted the most postings in my blogging history....quite a lot.....today.....after i came back from school doing the banner.....i operate my toe myself...with a tool....i manage to pull the nail out from the 0.3cm deep wound......there is a bit of blood of course...quite troublesome.....it took me more than 30 minutes......but i had a bad feeling that there is somemore parts of nail that is still needed to be taken out....but...i must see how well did it recover before i operate again........ah...nail in my flesh.....i suffered the same injury as Yao Ming..but he's was much more serious.....well....have a good night everyone....a........people ! remember...do not expect anyone to protect you or to give you the feeling of being protected.....you are supposed to protect yourself. That is my philosophy

AHHHH....viruses....spywares come again.....i can see police poping out.....ships....cars...find what partner.com....then alert keep on appearing with that irritating BEEP! SOUND not pop sound hor...not chemistry........spys....ads....or viruses...die liao......and our honourable hero THE BANANA MAN - the virus vanquisher -the hardware champion(not hardcore champion) is not here!!!!....he is very busy u know.....he has to save the world from PC problems......today i am very tired lah....so......when u need a superhero, be the one to save....That is my philosophy

Well....i still have a lot to improve on CHEMISTRY, BASKETBALL......and my talking skill.......i.....>:(.......must improve......>:(......>:O.....<:(....-_-......audrey.......sigh.............'_'

People.....look at these 3 pictures.....the 1st one is a normal picture of Tan Zhe Xuan(Power in Maths)...after....a more incredible power is released ...he became person in the 2nd picture.....as a BPS fighter!......in the King of BPS fighters 2006....then....he became the enemy to be fought at the last stage actually and became the immortal in the third picture....the god of maths and sciences......oh boy........the main character in the King of BPS fighters are Bento Musashi......Wise yamazaki.....Yang Nakata....and.....Jeffery Robogo...........we fought through all the stages and now its the last stage......hrrrr....its the evolution!....tanzhexuan has become TANGENT Z+X2 from the 2nd stage to the last stage!!......the volcanoes roar, the ocean cries...and WE ALL SCREAM!.....the battle has started......we decided to combine all our special move into one ......to finish him once and for all......so...Bento started first....he released his Super special move...BANANA GUN!.....then Wise let go his special radiative move which is passed by ultra sound-THATISMYPHILOSOPHY!......Yang raised his hands and something fall from the sky....THE MOUNTAIN OF BOOKS AND SPEARS OF PENS !.....just then, Jeffery smiled....his chest muscles open....arm muscles open....leg muscle open....lastly his cheek muscle open outwards.....holy roblots!......its full of strange guns hidden inside and now..Jeffery says" TASTE MY ALKALINE WATER!"...and super strong pressured alkaline water is fired for 10 seconds....now....all our special moves flew all the way to TANGENT Z+X2...he laughed and yelled at us" hahaha! u fools..no man can kill me!".....and the first to reach him is the super big banana.....he stood calm...and suddenly...he enlarged his mouth and swallow it whole..."mmm....tasty"...Bento bewildered....but TANGENT soon roll on the ground covering his stomach shouting" shit lah.....i calculated the speed....and mass......but i didnt know that the banana has afro's scalp in it!....cannot...i need to find a toilet....but there is no toilet!"....now...Wise's philosophical radiative ultra sound has reached him...."ahhhh.....radio!....no..stereo!.......and its talking about his bloody philosophy somemore!...ahhh....headache!....need my feng you!..my bloody AXE BRAND UNIVERSAL OIL!.ah shit lah......no toilet...no feng you!..."...just then....there is an earthquake and thunderstorm....the sky grew dark all of a sudden..the wind howl and growl like TANGENT's stomach...he looked up and "Oh my god.....no..i am the god...so..OH MYSELF!....mountains of books and spears of pens!"...."haha!...i am not afraid......i got study!..."..but when he look at the title of the books..."shit again!...all are chinese and english books!.....not a single A or E maths book or Chem or Physics book!......need more feng you!"..TANGENT got squashed by the books while the rain of javelin-like spears fell on him....TANGENT splitted out leadIIbromide ..the lead in the pencil has reacted with the aqeous bromine in his ateries and veins......"errrrrrrrr..."...TANGENT pushed away all the books and remove all the pencils sticking out his body.....he is so powerful..and he say" errrr!.....i said no man can kill me!...no one ...nobody!"as he is laughing, jeffery's high pressurised alkaline water is going to reach him...."u fool!...i have chemical proof body! and i know how to remove your chemicals with my CHEMICAL REACTIONS!....Ah...shit...still must find a toilet and feng you!"...."shooooooooooowwwwwsssshhhh......"...alkaline water is fired onto TANGENT's body..."ah.........mmm????......"....Jeffery ran toward him and caught him with a hoop of wire" chemical proof?...never mind...i use ELECTRICITY!"....and then"ZZZIIIIZZIIIII"...and "AH.AH.AH.AH.AH...AH..HA.HA.HA.AH.AH.AH"..TANGENT got electric shock...while Jeffery holds a ammeter and says" his death is now under my control..."...but TANGENT thow back the wire and push the electric current level to the highest..."haha....u are so dumb...i thought u are god of sciences too?.....my skin are made of insulatos lah"....then Jeffery start to run back...while Yang rushed up with a giant chinese book as shield and a giant pen as a pike...Bento and Wise just slowly walk up to him......TANGENT fell to the ground....saying" oh no!.....no feng you..no toilet bowl!........" TANGENT is defeated!....nobody killed him!....he is killed by lead poisoning , headache, food poisoning by afro's scalp banana and high electric current!.....We stayed there for a moment and hope that his mathematical and scientific soul may rest in peace....but Jeffery kept crouching there...."ahya......finding new parts to change wah.....dont waste this holy body parts.....ok....dip dip!...changed.."....so what do i want to tell people today?....joking is relevant for us!...That is my philosophy