Ho Ho Ho ....Oh....Oh ...Prelim week....fighting violently everyday.....I actually hoped that the dean or professor there in the central art academy in beijing to say that i can expand in this area then my mom would decide straight to stay in beijing and study art...else i need to return to singapore after O level...but i will come back anyway to take my results....if doing art..then go back again...if not...the professor say something else...or my mom decides to let me stay here...i have no choice to continue the study here...I just feel that leaving may be better for me....if my mom decides to let me study there....then many changes will be made..returning to singapore will be only a "need or not" question. It means might not return to singapore anymore....Everything seem to be decided by fate...some of the people believe this hence they sit there and do nothing....I still believe that there is hope...if u think it is impossible then do not do anything....after i attain my goals...i will change your fate for you........fight for what you think is worth...even though you think you could not change your destiny......"cant penetrate the defenses?.....trust yourself and your buddies...shoot from where you are and see, wait and hope. That is my philosophy