I realized the trend of my posts throughout these years, it just keep on decreasing every year til......the legendary "And then there none". I guess i do not need to mention that this is the first post in almost 3 years. I  might want to start with "It has been a long time". Might not be long enough. However 3 years during a still growing stage of a young man or an old boy can actually mean a hell lot of difference. I want to tell myself "welcome back". I wanted to make my return earlier than this but I did not. My friend said "you have come a very long way". Yes, and I know "that way" will be much longer indeed. More than a thousand days has past and I am on a different path, scenario or simple just an another chapter. Lastly, I am still alive, my world has not come to an end, not yet.