Attachment in school, all the same. I am staying in design studio all day. Today or these 2 days might be a little bit more busy. Cousin is back home for weeks, finding a job after his graduation. Mom is still in Nanjing, and her CPF is another troublesome work for me to deal with. My year in polytehnic, i mean the last year, is coming to the end really soon, maybe in 3/4 of a year's time. I will get into army soon. Although i know that i will have my "status" downgraded, and got into some light work unit after basic training which will be also lighter, I got to get trained up somehow. Well well, Life is going on, watch out, do not lose yourself in the crowd. I have been seeing a counselor for sometime, a month already, around 4 sessions. Finding out more about myself, the twisted world, most importantly, what kind of heart to face the world. The problems are there, deep, very deep, all the way to the roots, something that might be hard. You cannot change the world, you might be able to do a little change to yourself, but sometimes, it is just that hard and useless even if you did that. Pram was back for 2 weeks, we got our basketballing on for 2 weeks and then he left for his school in Australia again. Ernest became an improved player finally after 2 years and start to see problems and work on them, although he still does not see some. Cannot help it. I got a noisy studio, it will be twice as noisy next semester when literally everyone is back from everything. Miraculously, both my grandmothers are still alive and they have come a long way since they were down. Extra attention has made them last longer than they supposed to, I am not sure if they will still be there when I return again the next time. Well well, everyday has been a long day. Sleeping through makes days quick, feeling through makes them slow. Somehow, the counselor asked, if i were this this this, what will happen?, man, one variation change a whole lot of story. Everything will be changed. You can never imagine that. I am a hobbit in a cloak. That is my philosophy