So far, I am still underage. Under 18 i mean. Meaning I have plenty of life to play around. No, not play around, it is always time for battle, time for battle, and more to come. Days have come where more and more decisions are anticipating, of course, for you. The names in the story always change, I know, but the emotions kept the same. When a person see through every moment of his or her life, he or she knows it, everything is just on the filmstrip. A friend of mine feels that he wants to help people, change their lives, make them happy, and somehow he will be able to leave something behind when he has gone transparent. Many did leave something behind, at least some in many different ways, what he is talking about is his deeds. Good deeds of course, as he believe in karma. Karma does exist, just a logical "cause and effect" thing. I told him, as everything is and will be temporary, things never stay there forever, human civilisation will be swept away, in fact at the end, no sign of anything will be left, maybe except some bones for the next species to wonder about, i mean if.......there is, by all means. Still, and soon actually, human discovered the reality and have to go along with the society, yes, tiring and boring as always. They could not do anything, could they? Things are always so.......unstable, just like flickering fire. Hence my answer is to decide and do with the time given to you. Follow your heart, follow the right way. Then people will argue about what right is. I say just keep it simple, you have conscience don't you? Do the best you can. That is my philosophy