"............" That is how to express tonight's emotions. Absolutely nothing......No words.......just silence.........because i am "dead" tired........i dragged myself home....really......up the overhead brigde............into the subway stations..........back home............i washed my hand.....it was as dirty as if i left my hands in mud water............maybe better than that......but most importantly....i washed them..........just like how i reclaim my honour.....maybe not that serious too......but 100 percent accuracy is not something that you can see anytime. I know i missed 3 three pointers in a game at clutch......back in singapore two weeks ago.......Kurt was upset.....Tonight.......The game at the start and the end will be the most commentable ones... The players playing with me are adults.....they are good in their ways....The starting game is alright....I made 4 out of 7 for mid range shooting.......2 out of 3 for three point shooting....4 rebounds....3 steals.....2 assists........4 turnovers......Then during the middle...i perform to a " so so " standard....maybe 1 out of 2 .......till "kobe bryant" and the rest of his guys came......i played to a " so so " standard still.......but when i was traded to "kobe's " team , i dont really get to touch the ball ....I should say...i really "suck". No opportunity to perform......and the styles did not match............But.......when 2 guys from outside came in and joined the game.......and after adjustments.......i was with the 2 new guys......a fat but alright player...and a tall player who is alittle skinny but he is fine too.....they are friendlier...than "kobe" of couse.....4 on 4......2 guys...me and a "lebron james" joined our team.......This is when....i made 10 out of 10 from mid range............most are open......or the opponent is 1 metre away from me......but 1 tough shot.......it is almost a miracle.....once the ball is passed to me.......i shoot...and.....nicely DONE!........the ball hog " Kobe" is doing his old things again.....scolding........asking.........blaming all the mistakes that his teammate made.....including this.....right after my shot.....he would ask " whose man is this?" .......the person guarding might be dreaming in the dark because it was 7 pm.......he said he did not even know the person scoring was me. But a 10/10 for field goal is really something tough in these games.....these are not games which are slack....It is really intensive.....that is why my shoulders, waists, back, fingers, legs, feets and toes hurts alot.....hence i need to drag my body home. ......The feelings from during the game to after the game was.....speechless...there was nothing on my mind...........nothing........just shoot.....at will............I will improve.....I believe......That is my philosophy