I have finally be able to exercise in the Gym at b1 today. I will be doing so till i leave. I played basketball after that and I saw the best players i have ever seen so far. They are so perfect to me. LeBron of LeBrons, Bryant of Bryants. My mom left on Monday, now i am alone again but once i thought of her, i will be happier. She is my new friend. Zou Shen Wen. She is some kind of an intellectual, quiet, cool and cute. Most importantly, i found a sense of innocence in her. I have never had such an innocent and ............(something is wrong)......well i am back from 1st floor.........the lights went off......and i noticed the laptop 's electricity was off......and was running on battery. I went down to 1st floor's main hall to ask about it.......it will take 3 hours for the electricity to return. Well......all in darknes........All in darkness.....no more lights.......no more internet.....only the laptop still running on limited battery and that is the only light now...........only light in the dark................the songs in my list are still playing......the only melodies being played in the silence of the night. ......this post will only be posted after..everything is back to normal......Well....back to the girl......i really like her....inside out. She is so pure to me........but now...before everything happens, including posting this post.....i will have to stay in the dark.....i am in darkness.....That is my philosophy

My IQ

"............" That is how to express tonight's emotions. Absolutely nothing......No words.......just silence.........because i am "dead" tired........i dragged myself home....really......up the overhead brigde............into the subway stations..........back home............i washed my hand.....it was as dirty as if i left my hands in mud water............maybe better than that......but most importantly....i washed them..........just like how i reclaim my honour.....maybe not that serious too......but 100 percent accuracy is not something that you can see anytime. I know i missed 3 three pointers in a game at clutch......back in singapore two weeks ago.......Kurt was upset.....Tonight.......The game at the start and the end will be the most commentable ones... The players playing with me are adults.....they are good in their ways....The starting game is alright....I made 4 out of 7 for mid range shooting.......2 out of 3 for three point shooting....4 rebounds....3 steals.....2 assists........4 turnovers......Then during the middle...i perform to a " so so " standard....maybe 1 out of 2 .......till "kobe bryant" and the rest of his guys came......i played to a " so so " standard still.......but when i was traded to "kobe's " team , i dont really get to touch the ball ....I should say...i really "suck". No opportunity to perform......and the styles did not match............But.......when 2 guys from outside came in and joined the game.......and after adjustments.......i was with the 2 new guys......a fat but alright player...and a tall player who is alittle skinny but he is fine too.....they are friendlier...than "kobe" of couse.....4 on 4......2 guys...me and a "lebron james" joined our team.......This is when....i made 10 out of 10 from mid range............most are open......or the opponent is 1 metre away from me......but 1 tough shot.......it is almost a miracle.....once the ball is passed to me.......i shoot...and.....nicely DONE!........the ball hog " Kobe" is doing his old things again.....scolding........asking.........blaming all the mistakes that his teammate made.....including this.....right after my shot.....he would ask " whose man is this?" .......the person guarding might be dreaming in the dark because it was 7 pm.......he said he did not even know the person scoring was me. But a 10/10 for field goal is really something tough in these games.....these are not games which are slack....It is really intensive.....that is why my shoulders, waists, back, fingers, legs, feets and toes hurts alot.....hence i need to drag my body home. ......The feelings from during the game to after the game was.....speechless...there was nothing on my mind...........nothing........just shoot.....at will............I will improve.....I believe......That is my philosophy