The drawing drawn a year ago became the drawing of today. Although not detailed but i still like it alot. At the time i was drawing it, the man on the page in my school notebook represented me. Today, it still represent me but it is slightly different......because....time has passed...........As i said.....life is a game which you could not save and load.........once past.....it is gone........once missed something.......the tide would continue to push you on.........the missed......will be forever lost........Maybe you can retrieve it some other time in the future....but at that point of time....when you lost it............it was lost. Lifting myself up might be one of the most important job to do right now.......motivation........ I am not doing things productively yet........since the end of O levels last year.......Holiday made me used to the feeling....of time flowing past me like a river returning back to the sea.......I have none of my fighting spirits left.......I have used to the days of resting. I think i am afraid of getting hurt.......yes.....hurt......Some people hope that everything was a dream.......some hope to be in a dream..........I am sleep walking.......or i am on my bed.......half asleep..........i thought again......falling deep into a sleep is not that scary...for now at least........hence it ease my fear..for death. That is my philosophy