That day....saturday...i was good during my first match among my friends...3 on 2...I made shots.....i made hook shots... I was shooting 60 percent for that match...woohoo...But the followed up one was bad....i was dribbling on the spot where this guy came to foul me by hitting me with his chest....outside 3 point line. Kurt came to stop because he saw the atmostphere was not right....i was surprised on what the player was trying to do. I elbowed him once.....then twice....Kurt came, told me he fouled already....i threw the ball down and walked away, then continued the game. I told Felix i had enough with those people at our court. I want to train alone. I want us to train alone. I want to change court. So, this coming saturday, i will see. Besides ball game...today is my first NYP orientation day....i went to the school.....then the lecture theatre. Besides loads of craps....all i knew was Design courses are busy ones which they called it..."u cannot sleep"....no time to even sleep?......i want to grow taller man!.....by sleeping and practising my 900 shots everyday....so they said there are hardly time for CCA....man!......no time no time? I will see.......i wanted to join a CCA actually. Polytechnic...man..is this hell?....i felt the heat already....I have not practised my ball today...because i am very tired after today's orientation....i hope tomorrow will be fine enough for me to practise.....but what i am concern is still the Poly Life.....v.s. my sleeping and basketball life....can they match?.......I am trying to find out.....what troublesome matters everywhere. That is my philosophy