Despite me being sick, i made my saturday a great day. I made about 7 incredible shots. All about the same style....drive to the baseline and made a pull back jumper(shoot the ball while jumping backwards). In fact i jump backwards and leftwards when i on the left side....that was an insane shot...a crazy shot...a kobe shot according to Kurt.....I know i do not have any chance to get through the basketball trial on May 2nd but i will play to my full strength....but i want to reach to my best status as soon as possible...get use of the nyp hoop.....and do not fall sick again......and play with alertness..Felix said i have upgraded myself from "Luther Head" to " Jamal Crawford" already.....enough to play with friends....not enough for the trial on May the 2nd. Other than that...i need to get through assignments of my course....1 or 2 good lecturers of tutors......a "gay"...and an "attitude" madam....man.....May 2nd...10 days left only.......i hope for the impossible to happen. That is my philosophy

Now, a new life.....soon it will be bored......every day will end school at 6pm or earlier....with friday 2 hours of lessons...Every saturday morning is the weekly basketball practice with Kurt. There are quite a number of assignments for this week......this week...the first week. As I said....Poly is a big place....strangeland.....strangers everywhere....In my course....most people "seemed" to be....friendly....i said most......then you know...a few will always gave you a cold look.....i am cold..... I have fallen ill......thanks to the NYP Air-conditional system.....and my poor immune system...if you people wanted to tell me...."Dont blame anything except yourself". I am mentally and emotionally crazy so you people should better stay away from me......i might turn into some monster one day......or....am I already one?.........That is my philosophy

Do you believe you are still alive?what is alive?.........Those scientic explanations can prove that you are alive? Or actually those are just there to lie to us from the truth.we are born to this society. Our mind is what society give us. To believe what was taught and what was told which also go closely to our "standard body needs" like food and water. we believe everything we see...we smell...we touch ..is real. Do we need?.......Must we have?....... .....There are a few kinds of people to this kind of questions......First kind of people never thought about it in their life. Second kind of people thought in the materialistic way which their mind depended heavily on the dimension they are living. Third kind of people thought about it once or a few times but soon they grew tired and stop thinking until one day they might ask themselves again. The fourth kind are people who thought of these matters over and over again like "mad people". Some might discover some truths after some time but they will still carry on.......finding out more each day....each moment....finding out....through everday's experiences.....from every breath.....every moment of their " living time". A treasure....you want it?....do not want it?......you want it and you found it? Or you have not found it.........or you never found it?....That is my philosophy

That day....saturday...i was good during my first match among my friends...3 on 2...I made shots.....i made hook shots... I was shooting 60 percent for that match...woohoo...But the followed up one was bad....i was dribbling on the spot where this guy came to foul me by hitting me with his chest....outside 3 point line. Kurt came to stop because he saw the atmostphere was not right....i was surprised on what the player was trying to do. I elbowed him once.....then twice....Kurt came, told me he fouled already....i threw the ball down and walked away, then continued the game. I told Felix i had enough with those people at our court. I want to train alone. I want us to train alone. I want to change court. So, this coming saturday, i will see. Besides ball game...today is my first NYP orientation day....i went to the school.....then the lecture theatre. Besides loads of craps....all i knew was Design courses are busy ones which they called it..."u cannot sleep"....no time to even sleep?......i want to grow taller man!.....by sleeping and practising my 900 shots everyday....so they said there are hardly time for CCA....man!......no time no time? I will see.......i wanted to join a CCA actually. Polytechnic...man..is this hell?....i felt the heat already....I have not practised my ball today...because i am very tired after today's orientation....i hope tomorrow will be fine enough for me to practise.....but what i am concern is still the Poly Life.....v.s. my sleeping and basketball life....can they match?.......I am trying to find out.....what troublesome matters everywhere. That is my philosophy