Recently, i am deciding to join API or maybe SPI...soon i will decide.....SPI looks more professional but API 's leader was also the ex founder of SPI....because of different ideas ...he was out....after having conflicts with his good friend...another founder of SPI.....Now abductboy is the founder of API while Kenny is the head of SPI. Perhaps i am thinking i should try for API first...because to apply for API member...i just need to fill in blanks online...and enter...comparing to SPI's application procedures....printing out the form....and mail it with a crossed cheque of 20 dollars to them....which can only be done after i returned to singapore.....Thinking about online in singapore....i hope my com is alright when i am back....or need another reformat when i get back.....In fact, i really wish to come back during early febuary...because i am drawing my brains out here...the teacher who taught me one on one.....has very high expectation....she wanted me to draw like the bachelor degree students in her institute which was the top art institution in china....only few out of ten thousands of students are chosen by that school every year.. I will be back for the result of O levels.....soon..very soon...it seems...many paths is layed before me now.....cause and effect...dear...cause and effect...That is my philosophy