Another friday, friday, i was born, my rest day now, and i lost my watch. All on fridays. Tomorrow friday the 13th is a good day. This year's 23rd of november will be another friday. Benjamin Constatine looks like some nigga, funny. Theoritically, i have quite a lot of homeworks. Practically the "alot" will be nothing if i am motivated. I would like to sleep soon, i really promise to have a good sleep tonight. Sleep, rest, I need. Hopefully tomorrow, when i wake up, the birds will sing something to me. 3 years....i need to hang on for 3 years.....and there will be another challenge waiting for me....unknown challenge..... My eyes are closing.......Good night me. Good night moon. That is my philosophy.

That is Sabreena's portrait. I drew it......Sometimes, when you think of what u had and have now, you think it is your fate and it might continue to be this way. You controls your fate or your fate controls you? You can always decide what you want, but some people called the decision made "fate's decision". They are trying to say that no matter how you decide, that is still your fate. I do not want to say whether one controls another but i want to say that all we can do is to decide and do with the time given to us. That is my philosophy.

SRKD-Sincerity(word changed), Righteousness kindheartedness and Dignity. NYP work is like usual, troubles and nothing good it seems. Where i am in is a mess, i need to get out of it. My bed is never so comfortable for the first time in my life i think. To hold on to something seems like an easy task for the mouth, not that simple for action actually. I still have portraits for me to draw and so on...design course work.....This saturday i could play with Kurt again, he is back this week. He has been overseas for 2 weeks. I must practise on friday at least in order to boost my skill again and put on a great show. Shooting......driving.......dribbling.......rebounding......playmaking.........and defencing........all need to improve at once. And my stamina must stay in order to perform well of course......must remember to bring 3 litres of water. I need more motivation to perform in school work.......thats mostly about it. The 2 most important people to me in my design school are Candida(she always helps and friendly) and Maria(friendly and just great). Chris is good in NYP.......funky guy from Bishan Park secondary school but he will be graduating soon. I am getting tired, i should start drawing my 2 portraits. I should finish them fast. Thats what i am good at supposedly.....Sabreena is another great lady, just that i dont understand why she is always sleeping late. Obssessed with many things similar to mine. My brain....started to not working properly as minutes passed....should refresh myself after ending this. After tomorrow will be friday, free day. Another weekend comes. Yes.....another one....... my first friday was on 23rd of november............i stayed up late at that time too. I scratched myself hard these days. My skin is bad.....very bad..It is incredible........That is my philosophy