I would start by saying what i said on Sina's "tweeter" thing. Its another day, waiting in a ditch that i am planning to get out. We waited in our very own ditches and we all worried......but not everyone will walk out of it.....thats why u dont see everybody at the end of the field. .....I guess thats another sequel to my "waiting and walking" theory of life. Waiting in a ditch and walking out of it. And finally at the end.....There would be no need for ditches and of course, thats when you passed the last ditch in life, you "sublimate in your fox hole.......and you belong to nature again.......There goes the cycle.....there goes you. But now....concentrate on your current ditch please, don't think of the next when you have not walk out of this one. That is my philosophy

I'm telling you......Everything....has gone quiet.....lately..... Quiet as it is.....well, I hid those memories back into the shadows.....I throw those acessories....deep into the land of nowhere....and I wait upon the gleam of the next light......I put myself to sleep at last...for it is quiet now..........I whisper to myself and my blanket........its over now........Yes, long over it has been.......No more yesterday......Only today.......and the next light....Behold....as I lift my face up from the darkness........It would never be familiar to the world anymore......That is my philosophy

The way to getting what you really want, is about remembering. Do you remember? Once you get the right things going and knowing it is the path to the final destination.....you have to do it, besides the basic needs, eating and sleeping, you got to keep doing it.....moving, and say no to temptation......and you consolidate your spirit...... keep saying no to temptations and keep focusing.....everytime you do that, you are one more step closer to the impenetrable fortress which you will be...... Every human, who accomplished certain objectives.....always have their cause in mind..... kings...lords.... reminded themselves in different ways... asked people to shout at them everyday, living in bad conditions, held hazards above their heads......anything that is effective......or they can think of ......just to remind themselves....what are they here for......why are they here......Trust me......Sometimes it might not be that painful to live up to those standards.........And when you did it....... you would have all the worlds' confidence to stand up and claim it.........and when someone said that you aren't good.....at least you have a reason to shed tears......you have no shame. Only honour, awaits you........That is my philosophy

I have been liking the afternoons for the first 2 decades of my life.......because I enjoy the sunset........the smooth ray shining back to the edge of the Earth. I have never like the mornings but now,...after my early awakenings....these days....morning beams....seems to be a warming energy for me. Sense of a new begining. But, when you are not ready for it, it could be a touch of medicating light... I always thought, when i was still sleeping till the afternoons....I thought the day might pass slower if I could wake up early, well, I thought......the day could be equally timeless........Just the change of the contrast around you....................glowing, fading......They are the remedies to your mind........I don't know if this senses my returning back to normal, after my long vacation of sleeping into the days.......In fact, it is really a very long time since I am be able to wake up at sunrise... It felt strange.....The nights of working and walking could be over......or i should say ......are over.....Back to the light.....Will not fall back into the darkness...not now. That is my philosophy