Downed? Ready to go....Dead? Spirit don't....Clutch? Upon your foe....I played my ball games with Felix, Ernest and Pram this morning. The last one before I fly to Nanjing. Out of stamina, burning on nothing but soul, and I play better when that happens. Just like an exhausted beast is going for the final move. I suffered cramps from my left ankle and quadricep. Actually more would have happen but I controlled my moves. 1st is after the morning games and I release the ankle cramp on purpose when I did my foot rotation exercise. The 2nd one is during afternoon games , intercepted a pass and the cramp came as soon as I landed on the ground. I ask to continue the game after few minutes. Have to get recover soon because I cannot really walk with ease now. I bet the training at home did have some effect on the muscles and I did not wait till they recover before my ball games. My lower body just felt exhausted with muscle problems here and there, I felt sleepy because I did not take lunch before the afternoon games. I ate some of the steak at home and rest............Yesterday I took a look at my blog, the last entry was last month, it has been almost a month, again.........3 weeks into the holiday, I had my good sleep all nights. 4th of October, I will be back on. Another summer ends......another autumn arrives.......but i do not think i can stay long enough to see the leaves fall. My maternal grandparents are leaving Singapore with me this time, has been some years that they did not managed to return to Suzhou. This time , they have the chance and they will not return to Singapore. That is the end of their life in Singapore, from 1995 to 2008. 2 years into Polytechnic, and I know what is going to happen for the next one and a half years.......more motivation....more inspiration.....more downs but still get to go......will be dead but spirit dont......clutch? I am not a clutch person.....getting the thing right at the right moment is not something that everyone could do...but.....one thing to know......when the clutch time comes.....you know it......just do it.....dont think .That is my philosophy