Second week ended for second year in Nanyang Polytechnic. More than 7 projects in the first week. Have to hold my ground. Waiting for the "everlasting" victory. Without playing ball for 2 months, my condition is bad, have not recover my best status yet, not even close. Projects of year 2 is great, enough firepower to own me into pieces. Nights are my best friend to stay with. Dawn is my alarm. Day is my trench to hold the bombings. I frowned during the last shower today, i yelled with no voice but breath. I said to the mirror , i want to be strong. I will rule, and i will die or perish one day with no regrets. To have no regret does not have to be the best. Sometimes, understanding or enlightening yourself might be the most important matter in life. After you enlightened yourself, everything will be as clear as water......It worth nothing.......it worth everything. That is my philosophy