At around 6 pm, dark clouds , wind, lightning and thunder poured around me. I decided to take a nap. This is the best symphony by the thunderstorm since a very long time ago. Lightning's flash and thunder's roar are beautiful if you enjoy them in safety. Thunder's roar went from loud to soft.....so did the lightning....some are extremely long....some are short. It is like a story of something. The life of a living or non-living thing. Ups and downs............Highs....and lows........Even when it reached to the bottom......it might bounce back again and reach its height.......The rain....is like the tempo......or the beat...following through. The dark atmosphere is the stage curtain ........which signalled the begining......and will signal......the end. That is my philosophy

Kurt back today. Played 5 hours of ball game starting from 9 am. Fandi came with his friends. Games was played hard today. Had 1 block on Felix, 1 on Ernest and another block on someone i could not remember. The bald boys are more athletic but not very skilled. Open house was held this week. The job of being a tour guide is quite stupid. I took the afternoon shift and the whole afternoon i had lead 1 student only while others lead 20. Made friend with the student i lead. I had a sleep just now , woke up an hour ago. Tomorrow, i have to do some work for project in the afternoon. Planning to wake up early in the morning tomorrow. Felt a little awkward now....sleeping again? I hope to do some talking before i sleep. Talk....to whom should i ? Myself...Reflect by speaking to myself. That is my philosophy

Today, 2008. I spent the last few hours of 2007 playing basketball with a few friends. School will start tomorrow. A peaceful heart......is needed......to tackle problems....I had great time playing ball games these 2 days....the movies are alright also.......the best ......is the feeling within the greetings across people......for a good year....a great year. I had a plea..sant.....chat...with a friend. That is the first conversation i had in 2008. Long conversation......pleasant?....certainly.....I mean real pleasant. Every conversation is an experience.....The chat just now was another feeling.....which i almost never had. Unfortunately.....i know that.....i would not get the exact feeling again next time. Even if i talk to the same person....the feeling might be similar.....but it will never be the same.......not the same.....like the very first one.....gloomy?......me. I am showing the true me and gloomy is part of it. Know me deep enough....and get to see other parts. That is my philosophy