Last friday, played basketball...sprained both my ankles at the same time....fell to the ground immediately...ahhhh...crawled with my arms to aside. Today is Chinese prelim exam hence i need not to go to school. O level coming.....Prelim come first. Hope that everything should improve. Battles soon arrive. That is my philosophy

54 days to O levels.....alright....prelim starts after next next week.....english prelim will be next week.....just now in school...doing the maths paper 2........mock exam....kept dreaming.....lots of things rushed into my mind....about teachers' day......former years'......and primary school classmates and teacher that i have not seen each other since 2001.........those "slide shows" kept stopping me continue doing my paper......i am thinking of going back to see them...but the school ends....and by the time i reached there....its in bugis....victoria street....everyone will be gone...so could only hope that school ends earlier but....looks abit hard......i could not absent myself....the letter is difficult to write i think....must be former nowadays.......... ............After O level....there are a few way for me to go....i might...go for a polytechnic.....or....i am going back to china..to study in the high school that is associated with the central academy of art in Beijing...the best in china....while singapore 's art academy Nafa is only "so so" standard to them.......my life after O level will be like a sailor....arts is my only talent.....so far...........i remain silent.....That is my philosophy

Today is friday....tomorrow will be saturday again..will make use of these days well.......today...had biology then english.....during recess...was with Jervena, Tammy and Su qi. Then after that was 2 periods of a maths....stayed in the library at first but after the first hour, we heard the announcement and made our way to the hall to receive our mother tongue O level result...a teacher and the principal gave some speech first....and told us we need to buck up....showing us our percentage of passes and grade 1 s we have this time.....then the big screen flashed the top 6 students that scored distinction this time.....from 1 to 6.....1.Yao Zi Wei (4E2)....2.Guo pan 4E3.....3. Yan Yan 4E3.....4.Liu Chang 4E3.....5.Lai Tang Lin 4E3...6 is a malay from 5A2....four 4E3 students....scored distinction.....none from 4E1 this time....quite surprised........actually the four of them ....and me are from the 1st chinese class...so it is not surprising.........i am not surprise i am one of them......i supposed to have this kind of result for mother tongue....and this is only one subject.....after receiving the results....quite a number of people came to me....congratulating......really appreciate that.....but they seem to think i am the first........i though i know it is just arranged by o level index number but we all have the same grades....so i think i might have 1/6 chance of being top..haha....if counting only top in chinese(one of them is malay)....then 1/5......i think that does not matter...A1 is enough.........I had a basketball session with a few boys after that.....then went home.....and sleep......while the music was loud..............sky grew dark now........actually....i do not feel anything now....That is my philosophy

*cough cough cough cough cough*... today had only 2 hours of school....went home immediately after the most boring celebration i have ever had.....our school's celebration is getting worse each year.......nevermind.....I went down for some basketball after that...at about 11 am....after the group of people are gone...i played alone till a few Kuo Chuan Presbyterian Secondary boys came.....i played with them before......looks like they are graduating this year too.....we just took turns to shoot....then they left......I left after a while too.....at the start the sky looks dull......then the sun showed its face.....and the wind was really comforting.......now...the sun is bright.....mm...I think i need to do something useful today....my life has not ended yet.......That is my philosophy

I...have been coughing for more than 3 days.....still did not see any *cough...cough cough* recovering sign....chest hurts........a bit of breathing difficulty if slept on bed.......not comfortable......i do not like this feeling......silent....room....locked...That is my philosophy