It is thursday, the end of the semester but there is still some extra intensive lessons for the first week, and we must start to prepare for O level during the June holiday. I am calm...always....but nobody knows sometime there is a bloody war going on in my mind or total tragedy being put on in the cinema in my brain....Well, after yesterday's basketball matches, both my hands and feet are injured. First is my thumb of my left hand, then now my thumb of my right hand....now, both my thumb from both hands are aching if bended slightly.......i nearly sprained my left ankle on tuesday....it is very painful at the begining....and now i would feel it when my foot is in a certain posture...After yesterday's games, i felt a something is happening to my toe on my right foot, when i returned home, removed my socks, and found a blue black on one of my toe on my right foot....it hurts alot when i walk...and this morning when i went for school, i was extra careful......and today morning when i iron my uniform, i iron onto my thigh...left a small mark....i do not know what will happen to me next.....and the friends in school are not that nice nowadays....i am just an extra person in the group. Try to understand body languages because people will not always tell you directly. That is my philosophy

I...have been playing at the basketball court for 3 consecutive afternoons.....and i have some reputation now....i need to continue to improve......but nowadays....all i need to do is SHOOT, PASS, STEAL. This 3 things are the main skills i can show to people now...i depended heavily on my 3 point shooting...and the people in my team started to trust my 3 pointer......the opponent teamates started to fear me too.......they would start to pay more attention to me now.....they would try to defend me from this week onwards....so i need to improve to get pass their defence......now i could knock down open shots easily or much easier than few months ago........but i still need to prove to people i can do many other things as life goes on......."trust me"....."then prove it" That is my philosophy

Ha.....i scored the worst result in school this time......work for the final O level, people!......today......i ruled the basketball court......i shot in more than 10 three pointers.....including 3 consecutive 3 pointer......but this was nothing to me........i had more than 6 steals, 5 rebounds.....and countless assist.........this afternoon...they called me "Shooter" and "Stealer".....i myself cant even believe it....3 consective three pointer....(the fourth i didnt shoot, i make a no-look pass instead"...but there was no time for me to be amazed...my hands just felt RIGHT today......i became an artillery or a cannon.....i felt that it was exciting when you were not yet a shooter but trying hard to be one.....but by the time you had the feeling of being one or reaching it,...you would not feel that it was exciting anymore...you would feel that it is job to fire and score.......the punks [who we used to call them] were quite impressed and trusted my shooting skill today...but that was not enough.........i ruled the basketball court today..but there was still many things for me to conquer them.....so....Conquer.....or be conquered....choose one..buddy....That is my philosophy

It became more relaxing these few days. Besides waiting for the June holiday to come, we will have to receive our report book first....then the revision class in early June, then again....finally...work to our last common destination in secondary school life-O level. I will make use of June. Before all that, next tuesday will be my oral exam for prelim.....and the slogan for me now is 'JUST SPEAK UP'....Life continues....for me.....as what it is...always........until...the end of my life. That is my philosophy

SA1 is over...the only thing we should prepare for is O level now. BenToh wants to celebrate tomorrow to mark the end of SA1.....sounds funny....this morning, i returned home by 9:30 am, so i went down to practice basketball.....at first i practised alone.... later....a boy came....then the fantastic 4 Maris Stella boy came...3.vs.3...the opponent team was make up of 2 taller boy and a thinner boy......ours....one tallest guy(looks like 1.9m), a plum boy(looks older than me), and of course me....our tactics is either to pass to the tall guy to attack from close range or to shoot and he will get the rebound for us(his rebounding and blocking skill can trash the other 2 under the basket). At first, we got trashed ...for a while only......at the start, i shot 0 out of 3 shots......so i try to pass to that tall guy to attack...the plum boy scored a couple of points too.....then.......after...the opponent team were exhausted....they became more and more inactive..but we still be able to hold on....our giant was tired too...hence he became a bit inactive too.....but luckily....after my 2nd 3 pointer went in(missed the 1st), the feeling came back....all of them just stood there.....the plum just need to pass to me and....for 3 times consecutively, he passed to me...i shot straight away and scored. And I think we did turn the tide..my result was....2 pointer..5 out of 10....3 pointer...2 out of 6..=16 points.......2 rebounds, 1 steal and a few assist. I think it is not too bad for a beginner that just started last december..........ah........now i sit in my room.......after bathing......hope that tomorrow will be a cheerful one...............ladies and gents,........have hope and determination!..and a some luck! That is my philosophy

All right...everyone....EUT will be gone soon....or i should say now...it will be replaced by Zackwise(ZKW). The picture of this posting will soon be posted after my com is reformatted one day.....yes one day.......Time to change, time for revolution. Time for extraordinary revolutionary change. That is my philosophy

......continue the story.........continue living..........exams coming..........i am not going.......not yet..........i became silent.....at all times...........back to my real self....of the past.............quiet.......silence...........motionless.............i dont want to have feelings.......They ruin things. That is my philosophy